3 Weeks! What has happened in the past three weeks? A lot that is for sure. I lost my job a week and a half ago, went from affordable income to zero, lost 5 lbs in weight, a friend is moving back to NY and I began to question my direction in life again. One thing that is still a constant in my life is no dateable prospects, there is some good news!
Don’t be alarmed, I am not questioning my decision and direction with AMTC, I am confident and firm in that direction. I know that the situation of how I became fired is shrouded in mystery and unexplained with reasons that I may never receive. However, one thing I do know is that I shall not give up on the dream and desires upon my heart. Speaking of which I recently updated my Epic Quest of Epic-ness! Check it out, I am on my way to Level 4 in life! YAY!
Anywho, I am sitting at Starbucks attempting to find jobs and I cannot seem to focus on the elusive search. So I sit and stare out of the windows and watch the world stroll on by, aka people watching. You can thank my Grandmother and Mother for my adept roll at people watching and being super observant. I am thinking about life, the books I recently read, my current track in life and what I am going to write about. Then it hits me, an image comes to my mind.
Not exactly this specific image, but you get the point.
Building a Puzzle! Different thoughts and revelation came fumbling together. My life has been full of attempts, trials, success and a great pile of failures. (Irrelevant note: type in pile of failures under google images and you get failed architecture and collapsed buildings.)
Our lives are like building a puzzle, the first opening of that box and we look at all those little interconnecting pieces and go “Good Lord how am I going to put this all together?” We dump the box out and at least for me, you begin looking for the edge pieces to start forming the base work of the puzzle. During this process of sorting through hundreds, if not thousands of pieces, you find like tiles, stick them together and put them off to the side.
Soon enough you have most of the frame of the puzzle assembled and an assortment of meaningless united tiles that have a piece of the complete image with no clue how it fits into the jigsaw. Slowly but surely and bit by bit you begin to amass the jigsaw puzzle together like the image on the box and you can see what it is suppose to resemble.
How does this fit into my life?
Brilliant question. It came to me like this; the base work of the puzzle is us, who we are, our identity, hopes, dreams, passions and desires. Contained within this wall, that is a interconnected work of atoms (the jigsaw frame), you find an image that must be put together (the rest of the loose pieces). During our lives we try things, attempt new ideas, projects, business possibilities etc. We have successes and failures, wisdom and knowledge to apply to future attempts.
Those are the pieces that we complete in little groups scattered outside the puzzle groundwork. Piece by piece we find the bits that connect to the architecture of our dreams and carefully put the image together. Then revelation hits and we find where a collection of 5-6 pieces fits into the bigger picture and another and another. All those successes and failures have practical application for our future and in ascertaining our dreams. Sooner or later we step back and see that that puzzle, that in the beginning was a myriad of pieces and edges, has now come together to form a finished and clear image.
This is a huge revelation for me because I was thinking about where am I going to go next, what am I going to do? Now I need to sort through those groupings dispersed around my puzzle and find where they fit into the frame. I have dozens of combinations laying on the outside, i need to begin putting them together and see what skills and wisdom I have learned from my 28 years of experience and apply myself towards my dreams.
I encourage you today Nerds and Nerdettes, don’t become discouraged at your failures, attempts and lack of direction. Take a step back and begin to analyze where all those clusters of pieces belong and then decide which direction to take from there. There are times that we stare at a certain piece for so long and our vision gets hazy because we forget that there are oodles of other pieces to put together. If one doesn’t fit, put the piece down and move on, there will come a time, down the road, that that piece will come back into place and find it’s place perfectly.
I would love to hear your comments, suggestions etc. Go out and assemble your jigsaw puzzle today nerds!